BIRDday haha

heyy! i'm officially 13 now! yaay <3 haven't got a lot of presents. but my mom said we'll be throwing a party next week! And I got a lot of birthday greetings from Twitter, Facebook, and MSN PM's! Some of my school friends greet me happy birthday too :)
AND MY SISTER IS THE FIRST ONE TO GREET ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! She texted me on 00.02 [she's in malaysia.... dunno if that's in malaysia or here... but never mind! she's the first =]]

and yeah, i'm gonna make a small dedication for them!! :D it means a lot to me!

-Twitter
Happy birthday sweetie!I can't believe I remembered but I wrote it down on my calender :D You have a beautiful day ok hon. -@SelenaCrystalis
happy birthday nadia. wish u all the best -@vanakoestoer
Happy bday Nadya :) -@DhevyJazz
happy belated birthday, nadyaaa. <3 -@shawtyyx
happy birthday @vindicatedx!! -@Jasmineshfr
happy birthday dear nad! -@gceygitha
Happy birthday @vindicatedx! -@mungilo
happy birthday @vindicatedx -@denisapinandita
Very Belated greeting to @vindicatedx happy birthday bb, semoga sukses terus. -@shoft312
joyeoux anniversaire @vindicatedx :3 -@ulfaulfaa

sorry if i missed any of you yaa

-Facebook
i got TOO much of them, so I'm just going to write your names. if you want me to write your name just ask me =)
1. Kak Nabila Rizkia
2. Meyfitha Dea Khairunnisa
3. Ayu Dinastity
4. Fanny Madani
5. Irsya Nur Tri Wulandari Kurniadi
6. Kak Amanda Dara Susilo
7. Nisa Adlina Sharfina
8. Fariz ZaanZaan
9. Melissa Siciliano
10. Hergita Syi Vadilla
11. Kak Lutfi Rinlestari
12. Afif Shidqi Ashari
13. Desi Kencana Putri
14. Dea Cassiefvlpshihiwol SuperHuman [ribet -__-]
15. Kak Diandra Dindarania
16. Parina Lachlandani
17. Kak Riesca Indriyani
18. Vira Harharah
19. Ariane Surya Wardhani
20. Kak Amanda Cynantia Sandri
21. Kak Sara Yunira Sari
22. Shania Safira
23. Arsya Nafisa
24. Anna MoechNica Hasana
25. Adinda Nafiza Laksmi
26. Adriani Safitri
27. Jazlyn Melody Sudarsono
28. Danil Alamsyah
29. Annisa Silvy Andina
30. Kak Devienda Arviana
31. Riana Yulianti
32. Syara Fina
33. Kak Githa Aulia Azzahra
34. Kak Brenda Gracia
35. Nia Annafianti
36. Alifah C Noer
37. Rizkiyani Nadifa Puteri
38. Ulfa Pratiwi
39. Becky Biddick
40. Mbak Adlyne Gitadianti Lumy
41. Naomi Noviyanti
42. Besyandi Mufti
43. Rio Yuwono
44. Rahel Narda Chaterine
45. Qotrun Nada
46. Kak Ima Yunita Ramadhani
47. Kak Adriani Putri
48. Bella Lorenza
49. Annisa Nurul Andiani
50. Kak Avilla Adisty Putri
51. Mutiara Ratu Bilqist Printhalia
52. Danielle Borrie
53. Celina Clarissa Irwandy
54. Rifqa Kamila
55. Andrina Nathania
56. Gita Amalia
57. Meuthia Irza Miranda
58. Maria Pauline
59. Jasmin Permatadewi Gandaatmadja
60. Deasy Vie Hamid
61. Marsela Arnanda
62. Sarah Sauzan Alatas
63. Safira Damayanti
64. Hadana Aulia Firdausi Rangkuti
65. Ressy Amalia
66. Tya Astri
67. Indra Yudhistira
68. Reffy Maulana
69. Bia Annisa
70. Disha Swariandini
71. Roos Eliza Putri
72. Hanifah Prihantari
73. Kak Ayu Rachmawaty
74. Mutiara Ayu Lestari
75. Hardiantika Dwi Astri
76. Mbak Dinda Aneswari
77. Kak Pia Basuki
78. Kak Puput Yuanita Kawamura
79. Tante Rahayu Rayasti
80. Eureka Tristania Maharani
81. Revana Ramyanda Koestoer
82. Dewi Andita Sari
83. Magdalena Manurung
84. Bethavinia Nurputranti
85. Kak Menur Septarani
86. Ananda Jasmine
87. Kak Sheira Syafira
88. Nita Ayudiyanti
89. Kak Dilla
90. Ceniza Adjani
91. Seira Diwama Cathelina
92. Chintya Putri Handayani
93. Intan Anggraini
94. Kak Lilo Fahdzyana
95. Wendi Yusuf Aminy
96. Tante Sisca Santoso
97. Debora Kezia
98. Kak Diah Amalia
99. Putri Andina
100. Defri Nathaniel
101. Tante Ike Kusdiaty
102. Tante Tini Soeherlan
103. Vandani Kencana Putri
104. MY MOM!!
105. Nelaa Karliana
106. Kak Marini Fabiano
107. Dita Ayu Lestari
108. Irma Chaerunisyah
109. Andi Dinanti
110. Kak Rio Susanto
111. Thania Putri
112. Kak Fatimatuz Zahra Rasyidi
113. Kak Andriani Widiastuti
114. Kak Karina S Faradilla
115. Namira Aziza Nasution
116. Maria Naomi Sinambela
117. Nur Muhammad Karim
118. Angela Melati Ratna Hapsari
119. Rifqah Alsami Fitrananda
120. Shayna Ramos

hwaahh that's a lot, well THANK YOU!
dan makasih buat cut sabila iken nadia jasmine sasha yang pagi-pagi baru dateng udah nyelamatin ultah di sekolah!!! hehe iloveyoufull! DAN SEMUANYA!! makasih yawwchh

Quotes

gue punya hobi dan hobi gue itu ngumpulin quotes ye haha dan ini beberapa quotes favorit guee.
gue juga bikin beberapa tapi gak gue show disini abisnya jeleek haha
gue suka baca quotes tentang cinta dan motivasi :)

motivational quotes
I will act now. I will act now. I will act now. Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids. With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again. I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have. Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy. I am not lazy. Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed. I am not a failure. I will act now. Success will not wait. If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever. This is the time. This is the place. I am the person.

-Og Mandino

"There is the difference between happiness and wisdom, that he that thinks himself the happiest man really is so; but he that thinks himself the wisest is generally the greatest fool." Charles Caleb Colton

"Focusing your life solely on making a buck shows a poverty of ambition. It asks too little of yourself. And it will leave you unfulfilled." Barack Obama

"Yesterday I dared to struggle. Today I dare to win." Bernadette Devlin

"I've missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed." Michael Jordan

"What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think. This rule, equally arduous in actual and intellectual life, may serve for the whole distinction between greatness and meanness. It is the harder, because you will always find those who think they know what is your duty better than you know it. It is easy in the world to live after the world's opinion; it is easy in solitude to live after our own; but the great person is one who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude." Ralph Waldo Emerson

love quotes
"How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?" Albert Einstein

"Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other." Carl Jung

"Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."" Erich Fromm

"When we feel love and kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace." Dalai Lama

"Your body needs to be held and to hold, to be touched and to touch. None of these needs is to be despised, denied, or repressed. But you have to keep searching for your body's deeper need, the need for genuine love. Every time you are able to go beyond the body's superficial desires for love, you are bringing your body home and moving toward integration and unity." Henri Nouwen

"Love is like pi - natural, irrational, and very important." Lisa Hoffman

Things NOT to do when you have a problem.

Ini pernah ya, tapi gue ulang lagi so I'll make myself clear!
1. Ngehindarin.
Need I say more? Ngehindarin gabakal nyelesein masalah, justru malah bisa aja lo nyesel lo gak ngelewatin masalah itu. Masalah bikin lo lebih kuat! Mungkin nambah stres, tapi.... INGET! Lo harus ngelewatin itu
2. Negative thinking.
Ini juga gaperlu dijelasin lagi, lo BENER-BENER gaboleh! Kalo lo udah setres ato panik duluan. Lo gak bakal bisa mikir dengan jernih, pikiran lo malah terpusat ke masalah lo, bukan ke cara nyelesainnya. Tenang, dan pikir dengan kepala dingin caranya!
3. Insult.
Apalagi kalo ngatainnya di fb ato twitter! Waduh, pengecut banget lo. Kesel boleh, tapi kalo udah ngata-ngatain di tempat umum......JANGAN! Mendingan curhat atau tulis di tempat yang nggak seluruh dunia bakalan tau.
4. Ganggu privasi orang
Misalnya buka smsnya tanpa ijin, coba buka-buka fb atau twitternya, untuk ngeliat hal-hal jahat yang mereka bilang ke elo. Hey, emangnya lo mau digituin? Sms itu privasi loh, jadi jangan pernah buka-buka. Justru malah kalo lo emang nemuin hal yang mereka bilang ke elo, bisa bikin lo sakit hati dan malah ngelakuin hal-hal yang sebenarnya gak boleh lo lakuin!
5. Turn to drugs/alcohol.
Tolong banget, jangan. Silahkan teriak-teriak, tulis hal-hal jahat tentang dia, tapi jangan coba make. Ini sama aja lo memperparah keadaan.........udahlah gausah gue tulis lagi akibatnya

senangnya~

cuma butuh waktu sebulan untuk nyadar kalo dia tuh brengsek uouo~~ yaay

Me.

You are Yellow Raccoon, who is innocent and depends on people.
You are also amiable and graceful.
You tend to take passive attitude with gentle and modest ways of expression.
You are well liked by both men and women.
You listen to others well, and try to adapt to them.
This makes you feel your emotions are being opressed, and therefore you may suffer mentally.
Unlike your modesty, you hate being restricted.
You want to do whatever you like, and when you like.
You are rather temperament, and are emotionally delicate.
You have great artistic sense, and if you come in touch especially with traditional and ancient things, fortune will smile on you.
It may be good to make museum tours as your hobby.
You are not good at housework; you prefer to work on something you like.
When you get to the middle ages, you may take an interest in spiritual world.
You may experience great change in life.
You live your life steadily, so you shouldn't rush into things.
You have strong motherly feelings, and people depend on you a lot.
After getting married, you will keep your house well.

OKE INI SANGATLAH MENYERAMKAN

heem

gue heran udah lama ya gue pdkt sama dia tapi kok belom nembak jugaa? aneh lu -_- hem udah ah bloggy gue sabar aja deh yaa ntar gue juga tau dia mau ama gue ato kaga haha

jadi...

gue udah delete beberapa posts gue yang sangatlah suram dan depresi, huehue. soalnya gue udah punya buku buat nulis hal-hal itu!! =D gaperlu lagi membiarkan seluruh dunia tau =D uauauauaaaa

Wishlists!!

Oke gue lagi mood ngepost nih haha, nah gue mau nulis hal-hal yang gue pengenin :D

1. BLACKBERRY CURVE 8320!!
yah inilah hape yang gue pengenin, soalnya bisa ubertwitter!! maklum pecinta twitter huehue. terus keypad nya qwerty makanya gue pengen banget. dan gue kan suka foto-foto gapenting tuh nah abis difoto bisa langsung dimasukin ke fb jadi seru kaan. internet Curve sih lemote tapi yah......ini yang kira-kira bokap bisa afford hehe. DOAIN GUE MENANG LOMBA B.INGGRIS YA!! biar bokap mau beliin. gak janjiin sih dia tapi pengen surprise aja biar dia bisa tau kalo gue berhak dapetin ini ayeey

2. IPOD TOUCH!!
BISA WIFI!! AYEEY~ kakak gue minta dibeliin ini sih fufufu~~

3. HEAPS OF BOOKS!!
gue tuh suka banget baca!! hehe. makanya gue mau buku-buku gt dec biar gue tambah pinter dan nambah wawasan. gue gacape loh baca, asalkan gak bosenin haha

4. BADAN LENTUR!!
gue pengen bangeet punya badan lentuuur, hem guenya males olahraga sih haha. abis kalo olahraga gue gasuka banget dipaksain, misalnya lari harus cepet blablabla yah gue sih bisa lari sendiri tapi siapa yang nemenin? heem, pokoknya gue pengen punya badan lentur!! biar bisa senam ehehe

5. BANYAK TEMEN!!
sebodo teuing lah mau eksis mau kaga, mau lebih tua atau lebih muda, yang penting gue mau punya banyak temen! dan gasuka mt kayak si blahblahblahdoobeedoo uouo

What I want to be and do before I die

oke jadi gue mau jelasin gue mau jadi apa kalo udah gede sama apa yang mau gue lakuin sebelom meninggal!! *wallahu alam, tapi gue punya keinginan*

hem jadi gue tuh impian gue banyak yaa, mau jadi pesenam lah, detektif lah, artis lah, penyanyi lah, guru lah, itu lah ini lah haha. tapi gue tau kok arah hidup gue mau kemana.
jadi gue tuh pengen banget jadi PENULIS!! dulu gue suka nulis fiksi gt ya haha sampe sekarang sih gue suka ngayal gt WAKAKAK tapi gue kayaknya lebih jago nulis non-fiksi.
Makanya ntar gue mau nulis buku soal relationship advice!! Hehe gue sih belom pernah pacaran but I've seen them and I've learned from them :) terus bestseller gitu deh dan dijadiin film, terus guenya jadi penulis skenario dan ngalahin harry potter HAHA oke itu ngayal ketinggian -,-
terus gue PENGEN skydiving!! wawawaaa kayaknya seru tuh~~ terus juga pengen bungee jumping!! kalo bisa dari tempat bungee jumping tertinggi sedunia yaitu di Macau Tower hehe. Sama gue pengen bangeeet keliling dunia!! Pengen ketemu Taylor Lautner terus gue juga pengen beliin sesuatu yang mahal ke seseorang pake duit gue sendiri ehehe

terus ini target jangka pendek!! gue pengen naik kelas, lulus UAN, keterima di labschool atau 6 atau 82, sama punya pacar pertama dan very first date fufufu~~
Terus gue pengen ikutan lomba B.Inggris dan sampe ke tingkat nasional!! AMIEN

yah doain moga moga kesampean yaaa!

Overcoming a broken heart

Buat yang baru diputusin pacar, cinta gak berbalas.... atau apalah masalah dengan lovelife elo, daripada cuma nangis meratapi hidup lo yang *menurut lo* suram, mendingan move on! Ini tips dari gue, cliche but works for me :]

1. Talk about it.
Ceritain semuanya ke temen lo apa yang lo rasain. Pokoknya cerita SELENGKAP-LENGKAPNYA! Inget, cari temen yang mau dengerin dan temen yang lo percaya dan selalu dukung lo. Jangan sama asal orang!!
2. Write about it.
Jangan tulis di dunia maya!! Ntar orang bisa liat. Tulis aja di journal kalian pake tulisan gede-gede. Terserah mau nulis apa. Mau ngatain kek, mau apalah itu tulis aja! [This works for me!].
3. Sing your heart out!
Nyanyi lagu putus mungkin untuk beberapa orang mungkin bisa bikin hati ngerasa tenang. Tapi jangan nyanyi lagu yang ngingetin kamu sama dia! Ntar malah inget lagi.
4. Say NO to retail therapy/food therapy!
Retail therapy only makes your wallet empty, food therapy only makes you gain weight. Jadi jangan pernah coba opsi ini!!
5. Say NO to drugs/alcohol
It's a NO with a big N and O!!!!!!!! Gausah gue jelasin lagi kenapa lo gaboleh melakukan ini, malah JANGAN SAMPE KEBERSIT DI PIKIRAN LO UNTUK MAKE!!
6. Doa
Instead of cursing and swearing, mungkin ini the BEST OPTION yang harus lo coba. Buat yang muslim, wudhu, shalat. Kalau udah shalat wajib, shalat sunnah aja, terserah mau apaan. Atau baca Al-Quran dan bertasbih. Dijamin hati bakalan tenang
7. Move on!!
The medicines to a broken heart are time and friends, but mostly time.

THINGS TO REMEMBER!
Sementara itu, buang jauh-jauh pikiran that you're not worth dating!! Jangan pikir kalau dia itu irreplaceable. Tolong ya diinget kalo disana ada your own version of Prince Charming, dan lo gabisa langsung dapetin dia, lo harus ngerasain sakit hati dulu. Inget!!!!!!! Sakit hati itu bagian dari elo grow up! Bahkan celebrity se-famous Nicole Kidman dulu pasti pernah ngerasain kayak elo, nangis karena lovelife kurang memuaskan, sampe akhirnya ketemu Keith Urban dan punya anak perempuan yang cantik! Okaay?!

You know what blinds me?

L-O-V-E!
can't get him out of my head! Somebody distract me please :'(

Gampang banget ya untuk...

komplain soal masalah sendiri?
ngomongin orang?
mentingin diri sendiri?
ketawa diatas penderitaan orang lain?
niat?

ironis.

Sorry.

Akhir-akhir blog post gue depresi ato kesel.......yah kalo misalnya rasa kesel gue itu ga cukup buat gue ungkapin di twitter pasti blog gue yang jadi korban.
Kalo misalnya gue nulis soal nasihat, gue bakal terkesan menggurui.
Kalo misalnya gue nulis soal current issues, gue bakal terkesan sok tau.
Intinya...... gue takut orang gak segan sama hal yang gue tulis

You.... you.... know what i hate?

LOVING YOU, HATING YOU, AND REALIZE THAT THERE'S NO WAY I COULD GO ON A DAY WITHOUT LOVING YOU!

Errh...shit.

i missed writing.
i want to write.
but when i'm writing.
all i'm writing is some fucking problems.
i don't want to complain anything, and i don't want to be a fool.
i just want to live my life.

....and i don't give a shit to people who don't want me to.

P.S: I'm not attracted to South Asians and Middle Eastern people. I hope that does not make me a racist.

A Letter to Al Gore

[This is for Al Gore in my school, not Al Gore the Nobel Prize winner and environment hero]

Hey Al Gore, one word to describe you: LIFELESS. You don't know how much Angela Weber and I hate you. We hate you with a passion, because you just want the attention. Yes, we're not as smart as you, but just so you know there are a lot of smarter people out there but they spoke for the world, and you? FOR THE ATTENTION! I am QUITE sure as hell that you know that your invention is stupid and so.......... unimportant! Hell, you're calling yourself a professor! What a big, fat
narcissistic person you are! Isaac Newton [again, it's someone in my school] is WAY smarter than you and he acts like he's a normal person just like everybody! He is thankful for his marks, he works harder to get better grades but he's still thankful to God. Face the truth, honeybee--he is DIFFERENT. And you're also a big, fat, judging person and acts like, "Man, I have to study, no time to relax!". Which is SUCKS and don't represent your smart attitude at all. Wait, you're a smart person with no attitude!
YOU HAVE NO LIFE. You are just like those damn celebrities who seeks for the attention! Yep, you work hard, but you're such a showoff! You think that everybody loves you but they talk to you behind your back! You gotta accept that as a truth!
Hater,
Me

Hello :]

Hey....
It's been quite a while since my last post.
Twitter distracts me, you know? Haha.
And there are a few personal reasons why I don't tweet so much anymore, can't tell you, not even my friends.
This isn't goodbye, though.
I lost my writing mood a lot lately, I comment on current issues but not so much anymore. I don't feel like writing my feelings, well it works to decrease my stress and it makes me feel a little bit better, but now? Once I write something, I felt like, "Okay, it's done. Uh... okay." Nothing! I felt nothing! I don't know why. The first time I wrote a blog, I said to myself, "Okay, I gotta write something new each day!". Well, it turns out as a promise I can't keep. So... yeah.
I don't tweet a lot anymore. Usually I tweet about something interesting or memorable that happened on an event or where I go to. But, now...when I had something that I want to write in mind, but when it comes to let it all out in 140 chars, then boom, end of story, nothing to tweet. Seriously, I don't know.

Well... there you go. Again, got nothin in mind.
And follow me on twitter IF YOU LIKE. I know I'm boring.
@vindicatedx

PS: Oh, and I'm over him. It's not about a girl this time. It's about me, knowing that he's not the one for me. Thanks for being such a great friend. I'll never forget you, that's for sure.

jai ho!

lol idk why did i choose that as a title -,- okay forget about the title. i don't update a lot because i'm addicted to twitter, i even wrote twitter a love letter ahha creepy -,-
well i have holiday for almost 3 weeks which is a long time and i srsly don't know what to do, well at least i didn't get to "mudik" but there are going to be a few boring family gathering -__- idk why i hate family gathering. well for this lebaran i wish i got lots of angpaooo ehehe
well i srsly don't know what to post so bye-bye bloggies :D

I LOVE YOU TWITTER WAHAHA

Dear Twitter,
I love you so much. I can’t seem to go on a day without you. You're like a drug to me. You are the place where I get inspirations.
Before I joined Twitter, my English skill was lame. And I used to write freaky things. And I stopped writing. But Twitter makes me write again and again.
Twitter is the place where I share all my ideas and thoughts. It’s more than just, “What are you doing?”. It’s so much more than that, beyond that question. I don’t care if no one cares about it, because writing for the attention is just so lame. I love writing, even though there’s no money I will make. You make me stay up until 1 am just to write tweets. I didn’t take any coffee, didn’t take long naps, but I’m awake because of you.
Some people in my school are too lazy to open Twitter because it’s not fun. For me, it is. You meant so much for me Twitter.
Someday, if I write my own book or there’s a profile of me in a newspaper or magazine, I will definitely write about you Twitter. And I will never forget that you kept my writing spark alive.

Your biggest fan,
Nadya

What I don't want in a boyfriend

okay i know this isn't important tapi baca aja ya
1. Abusive. yang suka bentak-bentak, hufft males banget deh apalagi udah main tangan... langsung P-U-T-U-S
2. Pelit. MUAHAHAHA!! bukannya gue matre ya tapi males aja pacaran ato temenan sama orang yang pelit. kalo keseringan jalan terus gamau jalan sih gapapa, tapi paling males tuh jalan sama orang yang mikir jalan-jalan ngeluarin duit dikit itu pemborosan kayak itu tuuuuh haha
3. Lebay dan gombal. Sorry ya, tapi gue gasuka sama orang yang kata-katanya manisss sekali kayak es krim kasih meses (?). yah kalo ga muji sama sekali sih gue juga gamau tapi ya gitu deh

itu dulu yaa i'll edit this post lat-ahh!